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I can’t remember when I was really angry or mad at something or someone. I am really a calm person who is relaxed, and I would help anyone out when they really need it. Guess, you could say I tend to put others above me. The thing that has me incredibly angry is someone who blatantly says everything is my fault, yeah the only thing that is my fault is caring so much, that I drop everything just to help you. You have other people around you to ask, but you refuse to do so. I have about enough , and I don’t feel dealing with your problems that you give to me. It isn’t my fault you let a druggie in the house, it isn’t my fault that you listen to him to refinance the house, it isn’t my fault you did it again just because you were jealous of your son painting his room, it isn’t my fault that you only care about yourself. I have an ear to listen any time when you have a problem. And when I have a problem you never listen to me. Why? It is like I gave you everything I have, but I need something you ignore me. Now I see where the other one gets it from. I don’t know why I even bother listening to you. You made me take a class other than my college courses I’m already taking. That class was hell, and that whole thing set me back 2 years. And when I had my job, you act like I didn’t do anything that hard. I worked everyday and I went to school from 6:30 am until 4 pm and I would have work after until 10pm. I wouldn’t sleep until 2 am in the morning, and you still gave me your burdens. And after all that, you act like I never did anything. When I told you that; you did not even give an ear to listen. I try so hard for this family and I don’t get anything, only vicious attacks because you found something that I didn’t use. I’ve been clean for 2 and a half years and you treat me like the druggie? You want to control everything I do. I don’t even want to go to the Philippines, give my ticket to someone who deserves it. Maybe the druggie wants to go, take him along I bet you two would be so happy. And don’t give me that shit that you care about my well being, you fake it because you want to brag about everything I do. You’re the worst person that I’ve ever came across in my life.
Sometimes I wish I could erase my past, and never listen to you because I would’ve gotten further in life without your horrendous guidance… The both of you.
I guess it’ll make them happy if I drink some gatorade…
Also, thank you for making me lose sleep.
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