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For a while I’ve gotten over my agoraphobia, but for some reason it returns. I mean my willingness to go out has been shot out by anxiety. The only times I leave the house is when I go to school, which is weird I guess my drive for progression with education overrides the anxiety. I force myself to go out sometimes, but I always feel the urge just to go back home. I don’t know, I guess reality is setting back in that I’m not on vacation anymore, or the fact that I need to find a job. I guess it is the inner child not wanting to face the working world where it is dog eat dog and the strongest survive. I would think that I would come back from a vacation motivated to break away from dependence and embrace independence. Oh well, I just hope I get over it.
Music of the day: Innocent undespair by M1dy.
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